the greatest battles are those in the mind.

sometimes i wonder why.
why did all these things happened?
i supposed i have learnt much from it.
you caused me to find it even harder to trust people.
i have never trusted you.
and i guess there wont be the day i try to trust you too.
talking to each other felt so much like biao mian gong fu to me.
we are still friends.
hi bye friends.
not even fair weather friends.
was it your lies that make things go this way?
or was it your tiao bo li jian?
or was it your every single thing?
i dont know and i don wish to know.
seriously, i will just try to get you out of my mind.
i wont want to talk anything about you.
be it good or bad.
you may say im petty.
but at least i dare to say i am someone who gong si fen ming.
i don like people who li yong friends.
and you do.
i don like people who lies.
and you do.
i don like people who twist facts.
and you do.
i don like people who is extremely @#$%^&*
and you are one.
you claimed that you didnt study for this exams.
but hello?
you got 15 in class.
its not that there is anything wrong with studying.
but the fact that you lied makes me hate you.
if you didnt study, why for the past few years when you too, didnt study, you didnt get 15?
weird..
weird..
very weird!
and you should know.
the cecilia now doesnt dislike you.
she is just hating you.
for what?
she doesnt know.
maybe one day when she knows, she will tell.

tomorrow is chinese O level paper. good luck to everyone ya! (: